By Emily Glory Peters
For many, the isolation of the COVID-19 lockdown was something to be endured rather than explored. College campuses thinned; shops scrambled to stay afloat; and cultural mainstays like music venues and museums locked their doors鈥攕ome never to reopen.
While humanity impatiently waited for the pandemic to end, Professor of Art Nancy Macko found revival in the most unexpected place: her compost bin.
鈥淚 took a photo of asparagus stalks lined up like a campfire emoji鈥攊t was so tender and incredible, and it happened by itself because of physics. That inspired me,鈥 says Macko of Asparagus Kindling, a favorite from her compost bin photographs. 鈥淭he macro lens exploded hidden relationships in the decaying scraps鈥攊t revealed what you鈥檇 never see otherwise.鈥
Debuting at Scripps鈥 this past fall, Decompositions: Photography by Nancy Macko features 38 never-before-seen images capturing the transformation of the ordinary into the extraordinary, where everyday items like onion skins and apple peels recall artistic traditions from the Renaissance to Surrealism. Meditating on the fragile relationship between decay and renewal, the photographs blur the lines between realism and abstraction.
Gardens, grief, and growing comfortable with discomfort
For Macko, her journey to Decompositions began in the early aughts when she was caring for her aging mother. They spent hours together in the garden, with Macko snapping pictures of her mom and close-up shots of flowers.
After her mother鈥檚 passing, she layered the images with religious iconography in a visual memoir鈥攁 creative mourning process that sparked her own musings on death. It鈥檚 a theme that鈥檚 colored Macko鈥檚 work ever since.
鈥淧eople can be afraid to talk about the body鈥檚 recycling, about where the spirit goes. But as a teacher at a liberal arts college like Scripps, I鈥檝e learned to ask hard questions,鈥 she says. 鈥淭he deeper message of Decompositions is to face your own mortality in an optimistic, accepting way, knowing we all somehow end.鈥
Decompositions is exceptional beyond its ethereal subject matter. It is the first show curated by Director of the Ruth Chandler Williamson Gallery Erin Curtis and the first solo exhibition at the gallery for Macko, who has been a member of Scripps’ faculty since 1986. An ecofeminist at heart, Macko shares that shooting Decompositions has also become an educational tool, challenging students to grapple with questions of environmentalism, feminism, and their relationship to the nonhuman world.
鈥淭he show influenced my teaching鈥攊t had to,鈥 she says. 鈥淭here’s this thought that if you own and mold nature, you’ll get money, prestige, power. But 鈥榥ature is going to nature鈥 without us, whether I photograph it or not鈥攁nd it may respond to our actions in ways that inconvenience us. The show is a way of giving nature a voice.鈥
Macko鈥檚 photographic method aligns with nature鈥檚 dominance. While crediting her wife Jan as 鈥渢he curator of the bin,鈥 she remains hands-off with the scraps once they鈥檙e discarded, allowing arrangements to unfold on their own. From there, her lens scopes out the painterly in the rot, beauty in the goo, and hues in the light: the blueprints of new life.
Taking Decompositions beyond 61传媒
Beyond the gallery walls, Macko鈥檚 art has found a home in surprising places. She recently worked with Scripps鈥 to donate pieces to The Nucleus, the new science center for 61传媒and Pitzer Colleges. Steeping fine art in a STEM environment feels emblematic of Scripps, where breaking down silos between disciplines is a way of life.
“People love seeing art in a science-centered space,” Macko says, praising her colleague, Professor of Biology Jennifer Armstrong, with the collaborative idea. 鈥淚 hope it鈥檚 a trend that will continue as 61传媒expands.鈥
For Macko, the significance of Decompositions lies not only in its message and ties to the 61传媒community, but also its scope to resonate with broader audiences. Although she鈥檚 exhibited extensively at home and abroad over the years, she considers the show her 鈥渕ost important body of work to date鈥濃攁nd plans to travel it to other museums and galleries so viewers can engage with its imagery and wrestle with its unsettling questions.
Whatever their interpretation, Macko hopes they leave with the courage to push back on their discomfort with the 鈥渇inal鈥 stages of life. After all, it may not be the end we expect.
“Ask questions,” she urges. “Don鈥檛 be scared about what you鈥檙e going to learn.”
Decompositions is on display at the Ruth Chandler Williamson Gallery until January 12, 2025. To learn more about the gallery, click .